GOSH i’m gonna miss you people at rb. why can’t we just all become pirates or something and embark on more adventures with each other for just a little longer?
if any high schooler wants to succeed in ap tests, you need God’s grace.
and on some occasions, a Barrons test prep book wouldn’t hurt.
“what if?” is a question that has been haunting me over the past couple months. it always seems to linger in my mind without consent. it’s a relentless feeling, especially when it manifests to the max.
you know what i’m talking about… times where it literally took one small event or occurrence to majorly throw your plans off course in a whole new direction. in retrospect, it was easily preventable… but in reality, it was still never prevented. not that i was terribly disappointed when i found out today that WashU didn’t accept a single person off its wait-list cuz i may very well have chosen to stick with berkeley anyway… but it made me think about the “what if”s again. what if i decorated my resume with more tassels and glitter, or what if i followed through with soccer and took it seriously so that i had a shot at CIF’s? what if i was strong-willed enough to take the time to make those percussion arts supplements? what if i worked a bit harder my freshmen year so that all the borderline B’s i received could be bumped up to A’s?… would i have more choices? or better yet, would i have better choices?
this is what happens when i “what if?” myself. but Isaiah 55:9 and Jeremiah 29:11 says it all. i’ll know the answer to all those “what if” questions soon enough, and although i don’t know now, it’ll make me realize something. that i wouldn’t have been half as blessed as i will be.
so yes, soon enough i’ll understand how breathtaking my future is and how well-planned it’s been all along. can’t wait to find out why.
for the first time. i can’t really say i was ever a true san diegan til now.
chjk:
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I saw two people getting asked to prom today at school, and knew of two others getting asked at some point throughout today. And this girl just happened to be one of them… :D It was fun helping Alex out with a flashmob.
